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Post by bellamuerte on Mar 2, 2006 11:09:42 GMT -5
Dear all. I am sorry to say that I am leaving, and will not be returning in the foreseeable future. This is because if a few things that I feel I must tell you. To start, my name is not Charlotte, I am not 16 and I am not from Scotland. That was all lies and I will explain why I told them later.
My name is Sophie. I am 14 and live in England. Please believe me on this one. I was a regular on GDO, but after a while I drifted off, only returning to read fanfics. I saw how the admin called you all teenies and I also saw how you had made a new board for your little group. I joined, to see how you were away from GDO. I took up a new name just to see what would happen. But then I got involved. My typing ran away with me and I made up some horrible lies.
Yasmin and Samantha are girls at my school. The problems with them I told you about are all true. I have three friends like Annabel, Oliva and Lucy, but I changed their names. I have one older brother and my parents get on very well.
Today I realized that I cannot go on living this lie and decided that I must tell you all this. After I post this, I will leave and not come back. The lies I have told you make me undeserving of your friendship. You trusted me. And I took that trust for granted.
Wherever you go and whatever you all do, remember that you are NOT teenies. You are amazing talented people and I pity those who do not recognize that in you.
Again, I am so very sorry.
Peace, Sophie. xx
I'll never turn back time, forgetting you but not the time...
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Post by *Lore~Lowell* on Mar 2, 2006 11:56:36 GMT -5
Oh God. Oh God, no... I admit that I have no idea why you said untrue things....I don't. But....I don't hate you for it, and this doesn't make you undeserving in any way. I'm not angry, simply....shocked, I guess. I'm not sure what to say. But I know that I really don't want you to leave. Despite all of that, you were a fun person to talk to....I liked bantering with you about simple things. I don't think you're ever going to see this, but I hope you know that we're most likely more understanding than you think, and that we won't shun you for this. Luv you, Sophie.
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Post by Phankam on Mar 2, 2006 12:19:03 GMT -5
Wow well..... yeah, it's shocking. But what can I say...? Well I guess I haven't got anything useful to say.... I'm not angry either..... I just hope you return, because you're really nice and stuff..... well.... Love ya
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Post by Ale Was Here on Mar 2, 2006 12:53:55 GMT -5
hmm well...okay, i was actually thinking of you yesterday, sophie. (yes you as in sophie and not as in charlie) premonitian thing or whatever. i dont know. i think none of us will really be mad at all. we just want to understand. cause i for one dont comprehend why exactly you did lie. i dont think its a big deal though and i dont understand why you suddenly decided to tell us. so if you see this, please just explain. Ale
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Post by bellamuerte on Mar 2, 2006 13:13:23 GMT -5
I don’t know why I lied.
When I think about it, it all comes down to fear in the end.
I don’t know how to explain this, but I’ll try.
I’m part of another site where the admin of GDO also goes. I didn’t want them to come here and see me here. This was before I realized that you weren’t teenies, by the time I realized that…it was too late. I just kept making up this whole life around this name, Charlie. This girl I invented was pretty and cool, everything I’m not. I was afraid of what you might say if I confessed what I was.
I said I wasn’t coming back. I don’t know if I will. I just need time to sort my life out I guess.
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Post by *Lore~Lowell* on Mar 2, 2006 13:59:22 GMT -5
You can sort things out....it's okay. I sort of understand now....but yeah, what Kill said about us was...completely untrue, when all we were doing was playing around, just joking. I'm glad you found out that we're in fact not teenies.
And you don't need to be afraid of us. Honest.
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Post by zwitter on Mar 2, 2006 14:18:59 GMT -5
Holy crap. Don't leave! I . . . I don't know what else to say. But we'd never ever EVER turn away from you!
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Post by girlcalledkill on Mar 2, 2006 14:32:21 GMT -5
Wow, Please don't leave Sophie.
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Post by carkey on Mar 2, 2006 16:52:37 GMT -5
We never talked much, but I'm glad you didn't continue with the lie. I won't go as far to say I understand, because I'm not you and can't really, but really, from my experience it's not that rare to make up a persona for the internet.
I'm guilty of it myself, in fact- I'm 22 on another message board, for Beatles fanfics, because I joined and the age limit was 18, and I just wanted to fit in and read their fanfics. I haven't told them yet, I'm not brave enough.
You are really brave to admit it, Sophie. And I really don't think anyone will be mad.
I didn't know Charlotte well, but if you sort all of your issues out and such (take your time), I'd love to get to know Sophie.
=)
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Post by St. Jimmy on Mar 2, 2006 17:36:54 GMT -5
I....wow. I'm as shocked as the rest of you.... but I can say I like you, and I definitely want you to come back. You are a really awesome and sweet person, and you were a lot of fun to be around. I just hope you come back, and can see that we don't mind that you did that, that we just like who you really are.
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