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Post by bonno on Jan 11, 2006 22:13:15 GMT -5
*raises hand* I don't cut. One of my (used to be) best friends does...or she did...I don't think she still does. But anyway...yeah, I'm more into psychological pain than physical, I guess. *shrugs*
And Clea, I'm sorry for all of your problems. It's always the worst when it's a bunch of little things just build up...cause then EVERYTHING sucks. *hugs Clea*
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Post by rockandrollmyworld on Jan 11, 2006 22:13:29 GMT -5
I concur...Mike, bass, sunglasses and raised eyebrow...what more do I need?
well, Billie and Tre...but that's not the point...
And I just can't do tech...it'd be like (I think you play guitar...if so...good, my analogy is valid) if I took your guitar away and handed you a violin and said, "Oh, you'll like it just as much...Dont worry about the fact that your guitar was just stolen from you, so you wanna fucking shoot me...violin's are great!" Get what I'm saying?
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Post by rockandrollmyworld on Jan 11, 2006 22:15:51 GMT -5
thanks Bonnie...yeah, one of my best friends tried to commit suicide by cutting her wrists with a fucking butcher's knife and overdosing on sleeping pills with vodka all at the same time.....
*looks around* I like it all...psychological, physical..."tests" of strength (mental and physical)
all in all, I'm just fucked up
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Post by bonno on Jan 11, 2006 22:18:36 GMT -5
She cut herself with a fucking wire hanger. And then one time I was with her, and she was so pissed, and I couldn't stop her...we were coming back to her house, through the garage, and she just grabbed some fencing wire (farm town, right) and started ripping with it...up and down, not across...I had to wrestle it from her, literally...it was the scariest fucking thing I've ever seen. I've never cried so much in my whole life.
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Post by rockandrollmyworld on Jan 11, 2006 22:27:58 GMT -5
*hugs Bonnie* yeah...it's a little wierd having to visit your friend in the hospital when she's in a coma...and she's the one I met off the internet (long story that I put somewhere on this board), so my mom didn't/doesn't know we're friends, so I had to lie to my mother about going to the hospital *sighs* oh well, at least it's over now
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Post by Ale Was Here on Jan 11, 2006 22:28:37 GMT -5
shit...
clea, its not the same as that analogy. trust me. its a really special feeling knowing theres no way the show could go on without what you did. in my old school we did les mis, and tech was so important in that show that we even got a curtain call. but its not like you have to learn to do tech...just like you dont really learn to act. you practice your (in my case) scene changes over and over until you can walk on stage, change the whole set, without making any noise and without being seen in under 30 seconds. it isnt easy. but you cant have a play without tech. and its really fun too. i know what you mean, i love acting. i really do. but you cant always get in to a show and all. and tech is just as fun. its got so many backstage memories too it. its really cool. you should try it. just once. if it isnt for you, it isnt for you. but you should try it
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Post by rockandrollmyworld on Jan 11, 2006 22:50:05 GMT -5
*sighs* *figures she should just say yes to end this* yes'm
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Post by rockandrollmyworld on Jan 11, 2006 23:18:10 GMT -5
fuck, now I feel bad because I just kinda flipped out on Ale...well I was bitchy to Ale all because I'm angry at an entirely different matter and I couldn't keep my fucking mouth shut, but instead got mad at an innocent bystander...who happens to be helping
so, Ale...I'm sorry for being bitchy a little bit ago
forgive me?
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Post by Ale Was Here on Jan 11, 2006 23:20:44 GMT -5
yeah i understand. id always forgive someone as long as they actually talked to me about it
but i AM serious. just try it if you ever have the chance
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Post by rockandrollmyworld on Jan 11, 2006 23:43:43 GMT -5
okay, okay
and thanks for understanding, you don't know how much I appreciate that
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You know, I'm in your band too Bill